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7/2/03 Today was kinda boring until around 5:30 p.m. All day I was sleeping and watching Strong Bad e-mails, and making fun of stuff. Well I went to Big Frank's at 5:30 and we talked about cartoons. Then at 7 we went to the Net. Now I go to the Net everyweek and I see and do alot of things, and I figure I'm probablly gonna meet my next girlfriend there. Well now I like Alissa Nanini. I dunno why, but she is really cool, I guess I think its just for looks because I don't really know her. Well I messed with Toad's car for a while and then Lil B and I took Tina Monterio's car for a bit. Then Wes let me drive his car. Now aside from the rumors I'm only a bad driver when I'm on a ranch. On the street I'm way to scared to driver crazy, I shocked alot of people, because most people think I drive crazy. But anyways when I got home I went into my sisters room and we watched home movies of us when we were little. Holy crap I was retarded, If I had a gun and a time machine I would go back and shot myself. Anyways I hope to see Alissa more because I only see her at the Net which really sucks because I wanna see her more. 6/8/03 Well Nothing has really happened since last time except that I'm grounded again like always and that I have alot of spare time. But being Grounded doesn't stop me from seeing movies. I have been writing a alot of scripts recently, Whatnotts of Our Lives and Yu Yu Hakusho Movie(Even though I don't have the copyrights yet). I have been editing alot of videos too. One day while I was grounded a memory from the late 80's came into my head of a cartoon show called Captain N The Game Master. It's about a kid whp gets sucked into his Nintendo and he meets all the classic Nintendo Characters. So I started downloading it. Its a really good show. Also Kickback is coming up and I've been really excited about that. 4/30/03 Today has been a great day, I got to meet some st. joes ppl, and I finally got a sword. I meet a girl today at the st, joes track meet, she was cool, I also got to see Jaimey who I haven't seen in a while still as beautiful. Its like everytime I see this girl I wanna kiss her. I got it bad, but anyways we had track practice at St. Joe's High school because their team had a meet at RHS. Their track sucks really bad so after practice I went over to the meet and saw my St. Joe's friends. I meet this girl who I'm not gonna say but we were talking the whole time I actually meet her at the County Meet and I kissed her on the cheek but I never actually had a conversation with her. Well when I was leaving I saw a freshman carrying the pole vault poles back to st. joes by himself so I decided to help him out it took 20 minutes of my time but what the hey I'm the all around good guy. After that I went home took shower then went to Youth Group, The lesson was to rather help others than to be selfish and make alot of money. After Youth Group Big Frank gave me a gift I have wanted for years, my very own sword. Now I can protect people. When I got home my parents flipped out. My mom said that she doesn't trust me with it cuz I have a temper problem. But I made a howth never to harm anyone with it unless I am protecting another person. Well today was a good day I hope to have more. 4/24/03 Well I guess I'll start with Hey this the journal of Joe Black, I'm 17, and I have A.D.D. so that makes me pretty wild sometimes. Well recently I've been looking for my a new girl friend because I don't like being single. It's like that B2K song "Girlfriend" you know the part "I've got everything I want in my life except a girlfriend" thats my life. Well give or take a few things. School has never been so boring I mean there was a time when I wanted to go to school for all the drama but after Shelby and I broke up I found that everybody leaves campus so the drama is over. It's like all the RHS girls are old news and I told my self I will not date any freshmen anymore, no matter how attractive. I have a thing for a girl named Jaimey Kleinsmith. I had a thing for her about a year ago too, but for some reason I like her again. Now this is a really awsome girl. But I think that its too late, we went out for like a hour last year but we realized we rushed in and then broke up, we started hanging out but then we started drifting away. Now I like her again, emotions are so random sometimes. Anyways I also think I lost the ability to flirt, I haven't flirted since Febuary I've tryed but it's like what did I just say type thing. I think this has been one of my worst years yet. Anyways I gave up fighting a few weeks ago which is really hard too do. I stopped training and everything, Maybe after this year or senior year I am going to stop lifting, Anyways recently we have been taking the S.T.A.R. test which are gay because they don't even count for your grade. Well I'm running out of things to talk about but I'll be back.
really is happening in my life right now. I have a lot of stuff to do this summer (summer school, learn to drive, clean my room, write my admissions essay, finish signing yearbooks, etc), yet I am just too lazy to get motivated and do these things. Being lazy is bad... oh well. My Independence Day was pretty boring. I just stayed at home all day, but I did get to see Mavelyn for a little while. That made me happy. Things are going pretty well between us, although there are problems at times (what relationship doesn't have problems sometimes?). Even so, things are good, and I feel really lucky to have her. She is a really good person. Right now I am enrolled in Health for summer school, and I must say... it sucks. I dislike the teacher to a great extent, and I will be glad to be out of the class soon. Hm... nothing really interesting left for me to say... I guess this is the end. Goodbye. 6.1.03 Sorry everyone, for the last few weeks I haven't been sending in a weekly journal because I have been very busy with school and I thought Joe could not update the site... but I guess I was wrong. Well, this week I have some big news. I have a girlfriend. For those of you who know me, this should be big news. It is big news because for one, I have not been in a relationship before, and two, I have been "dead" inside for the last seven months or so because of a girl in the past. Now, though, I am very happy again, and I am glad to be with my girlfriend, Mavelyn. Although we have only been going out for a week, we have been through a lot in the past seven months (we became friends around the same time the other girl "killed" me, and I am really happy to be with her. I could keep talking about her... but I doubt you all would want me to, so I will stop. That is the end of my journal for this week, and I will write more next week. Good night everyone. 5.11.03 I do not have much to say this week in my journal... mainly because I am pretty exhaused from taking three AP tests this week. I do not think I did well in any of the three... but oh well... I do not care. At least they are over with. Today is Mother's Day. Say Happy Mother's Day to your mom everyone. Umm... I have much Math Analysis homework to do today still... and Psychology homework as well... it sucks. Lately I believe I am becoming a happier person, and that is good after living in darkness for so long. I am sorry, but I do not have much more to say for this week, but I will hopefully have more to say next week. So long everyone. 5.2.03 This is my second entry into my online Whatnott Journal. Well, this week has been pretty boring... just finishing up the STAR tests and preparing for three AP tests next week. Today, though, was not very boring. It was raining all day (I enjoy the rain quite a bit), but what made the day really cool is I got to hang out with my friend Mavelyn all day. We saw X-Men 2, and while it was not as good as I had hoped it to be, it was still a pretty good movie. I do not have many "good" days, yet I consider today to be really awesome. I have a feeling that the rest of my weekend will be pretty boring though... but it is ok since today was so cool. Hmm... I believe that is all I have to say about today... goodbye. 4.27.03 I suppose this is my first entry in the "Whatnott Journals." I do not do much for the site, so I figured I should at least do this. Well... in order for you to understand my present and past, I must first explain past. I have never been a very "happy" guy, but one event in particular made this even worse. To put it simply, there was this girl I cared for more then anything, and I did a lot to put myself out there and show her I cared for her. I had liked her for over a year, and it seemed that everyone knew how I felt about her (including herself). I gave her flowers for her birthday, only to find out the next day at her surprise birthday party that she had a boyfriend. To make things worse, she completely avoided me after it happened, and she would not talk to me about it. Of course there is a lot more to the story then I gave, but I feel this is enough for all you people reading this who I do not even know. It tore me apart inside to know that someone I cared for more then anything could do that to me... and since that day I have been emotionally "dead". The only good things that came from this was I met a really good friend of mine, Mavelyn, and I also started hanging out with a new group of friends (Kathleen, Loretta, Jiseon, Tara, Ricky and now Mavelyn too). Well... that is about all for my first entry. It has only to do with my past, but I think that is important to understand what I am going through today and what I will be going through in the future. Like the quote says, "You can't change the past, but the past can change you."
Other than that life is going good. for me. My band is writing some killer music that will make people bow to us like we are mighty Norse gods, hehe. Me and my band saw X-men all I can say is wow.. Been watching Fox news all week and that damn Lacy Peterson case is really bothering me. There are other current issues here that are getting ignored. And where does the media going off speculating, just look at the facts people. Oh yeah, I have this great idea for an addition to the whatnott site which I want to discuss with Joe, before he shoots it down. Well I really should get going, but I shall return. 4/23/03 well here I am, making my first act as a Whatnott member. I am writing my first journal entry so everybody can get to know me, at least thats what I've been told. Well today I woke up and went to school and took those damn STAR tests, which I might add are an insult to my inteligence. That pretty much set the tone for my entire day, complete borredom. Band practice was cancelled so I stayed home all day and read about history,( by the way i enjoy history). I then watched cnn because im big on politics. Joe then asked my if f I wanted ro write journal entries. I then agreed because i felt a sense of usefulness towards this website. Well here mwas my first entry and it will not be the last you hear the last of me.
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